Im bloggin now as an adult alr. its lyk duhhhhhhh
will blog about my 21st birthday either tmr or... the day after. or the day after after.

im no longer young
omg, i seriously cannot believe that im 21 alr!!
its my second day being an adult, it feeels so not goooood.
so scary. so old, so omg. i wan to go back to kindergarden. life is so much better back then.

But its so not possible to go back right so i mus accept the fact that im old!!!!

OOMMMGG!@#$%^&*(

okay... im old and im ADULT?!
erm.. so wad am i suppose to do?
work, study, work, study, work, study and work and study........

then wad's nxt? get a guy and marry him
then go honeymoon, have kids, gain weight, no longer pretty
quarrel with my husbands then husband got affair
then divorce and of cos, im will be the one lookin after my children

look move with lyf..

got illness, age, then die.

The end.

that's so damn boring, i wan something Extraordinary!!!!

but how Extraordinary?? wait.. let me think, im kinda slow..

im thinking

still thinking.....


hmmm...............
"MIGHT" not wana go university, take the risk cos i alr spent half of my lyf in education

"MIGHT" not wana get into r/s anymore, being SINGLE still rocks even though i do envy loving couples. Cos i've been gg out very often, and see couples ard all the tym, lovey dovey ard. that seriously is making me feel, sadded. I feel that, im a loser when it comes to r/s. But i can admit that i can be a winner when it comes to being a good wifey or gf =)
ok, im not tryin to promote myself here, LOLS
my alternative : get a husband but not husband legally and of cos we must be deeply in love
i feel that many failed marriage are bounded by this, as in legally married
imagine how nice it will be to be attached with a guy, do things that ur supposed to do and the only thing that is missing is marriage. More freedom & space for each other.

"MIGHT" wana be a single mum. Grab a guy with good genes and u know lah, censored, cannot say the process of it. LOLS. y will i wana be a single mum? its cos, its hard to get a good daddy

"MIGHT" wana leave Singapore someday

"MIGHT" wana start doing things that is so not me. Eg: Bimbotic & Bitchyness
or rather be a lesbian? *huilan don be scare*

"MIGHT" go for a plastic surgery n get a new nose, new mouth, new face shape, new D-cup silicon boobs but not new eyes, cos i love my eyes ^^

"MIGHT" ..................................... to be continue...

im just a someone that need medication everyday to sustain my lyf. i just wana smile and be happy everyday ^^